Sunday, April 24, 2005
i walked out of the hall feeling totally pissed and exhausted
we had the admissions written test for medicine today
all i can say is i screwed up the essay
super sad
i was in no mood to do the psychometric test after that
i know the question is tough and every one complains that it is bad
but when u are competing against 628 other applicants who are the super super genius from RJ and HC
i just can't help but feel that my chances are very slim
i m suddenly very fearful for the first time in my life that
i can't do something i so much want to do
just called shunwei
both of us were groaning and complaining over the phone
panicking and kept saying we dunno wat to do
haiz
that didn really help
even so
i guess life has to go on no matter what happens
[Jay Rawks`]
at 4:12 AM