Saturday, April 22, 2006
i guess getting viva wasn't a bad thing after all
it was a good wake up call
at least it shoke the stubborn old mule out of me
i really have to learn to start learning and not just studying
just trying to cram facts into my head doesnt make knowledge i realised
learning to appreciate what i am studying would have made it so much more enjoyable
in fact
getting viva
and having to go for review lessons with prof raj
was really a blessing in disguise
i didn't know anatomy could be so much fun!!
i learnt from prof raj that once you make the effort to appreciate the subject
all the bits and pieces simply fall into place
even though i can't say viva was totally smooth-sailing for me
for there were questions which just left me tongue-tied
i came out learning how to better appreciate anatomy :)
[Jay Rawks`]
at 3:23 AM
Monday, April 17, 2006
a ship is made not to dock at the harbour
but to brave the rough seas
[Jay Rawks`]
at 11:04 PM
Thursday, April 06, 2006
i am so angry now
in a certain sense i feel like crying
[Jay Rawks`]
at 10:27 PM
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
our blog has been quite stagnant
lindz has updated it recently though
i was too caught up with studying to really blog
how time flies
lindz has returned for the second time!
i remember last august i was crying like nuts
i was like a running tap the week before she left
ok..maybe my jc friends could better understand how i felt
but my med friends were like..
"it's ok..it's only a friend..she will be back.."
well..i know they are trying to console me
but somehow
they sort of sound ignorant of my friendship with lindsay
(ok..cant blame them..i also didn explain to them)
She's not just A friend
thinking about this opens a floodgate in my memory
i really cant remember how we got so close as friends
it was just so natural!
like the more we talk, the more we feel that we really share the same frequency
and the times when i was so stressed i started crying
and lindz would walk with me to the bus stop
haha
i think lindz was like the only person in class who really laughs at my lame jokes(ok..i honestly thought then that the jokes i cracked were funny..haha)
i quite miss those times
chatting with her over lunch during the week she was back really brought me back to the jc times
and yes..i do miss hwa chong
even though i have left hc for like a year plus
it's still like a feeling i cant get in nus
maybe because uni life is different
but the feeling is just different when u are back in hc
it's like
going home
i somehow always feel that the people there were simpler
easier to get along with
i felt that people were more genuine
we study together, play together
complain and nag together
but here..in n*s med..
i cant really connect with the people
in the sense that
our conversations don't go deeper than tutorials, lectures, profs
and i realise i actually dont know much about their personality and character after talking to them
there are probably only 4 to 5 people whom i feel are true to me
hmmm..but at least there are 4 to 5..maybe i should be contented..
[Jay Rawks`]
at 10:59 AM
