Thursday, June 30, 2005
and so i learnt
the real school is out there
the school of life
and i am but a freshman
gullible
naive
so what if i have 4As
i am still learning the ropes
and they aren't that important anymore
it seems
[Jay Rawks`]
at 9:45 AM
Sunday, June 26, 2005
Thank You so much to
Lindzee and weiping...
haha..
for buying me that jay chou vcd
hoho
really enjoyed watching him...
=)))))))
sort of cant wait for school to start
for all that mugging to start(oops...)
to start feeling busy again...haha
too long a holiday has a way of sapping u of ur energy i realised
or is it because we are so used to rushing from one lecture to the other
mugging pile after pile of notes
just can't wait for med sch to begin!!
[Jay Rawks`]
at 9:56 AM
Thursday, June 23, 2005
GET OUT
[Jay Rawks`]
at 7:37 PM
Monday, June 20, 2005
shut up
toilet bowl
shut up
stop spewing out shit
call me childish
but wat do u know?
liking someone is just an emotion.
huh!
u say it really easily
of course
because that's ur attitude towards love in the first place
frivolous
[Jay Rawks`]
at 8:14 AM
Friday, June 17, 2005
crying
i am thinking
maybe u dun even care
yes..
i am just silly
naive
gullible
easily taken in
if we hadn't met
maybe all this would not have happened
it's so hard now
i have to stay away from u so that i can still treat u as a friend
lindz is right
cannot keep thinking like that
maybe things do happen for a reason
but what is that reason?
to know how it feels to be hurt?
[Jay Rawks`]
at 8:36 AM
Thursday, June 16, 2005
am i gullible
or is it that people are by nature evil and selfish?
[Jay Rawks`]
at 12:06 AM
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
giving up
give up
given up
gave up
I wish i were at this point.
[Jay Rawks`]
at 9:40 PM
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
i am scared.
i am really scared.
i feel quite lost and uncertain about the future.
It's ironic that i am feeling this way, because i got into medicine. Getting the offer letter from nus med is literally the key to a highly planned and structured career path for at least 6 years.
5 years med sch, 1 year houseman, MO, registrar, doctor, specialist...
i SHOULD feel happy. Immensely happy. Euphoric.
I so much wanted to get into medicine.
After all that hard work, those painful days of waiting and waiting for the letter, i finally got what i wanted. And tonnes of people around me did not, which means i should feel even more thankful for what i have.
i am thankful. God gave me what i wanted. I used to think that if I didn't get into medicine, then maybe it's His way of telling me that I am not cut out for it. I will accept it, and move on. So now that I am IN, i believe He has intended for me to walk this path, and that He has a plan for me, which i do not yet know of.
But I feel lost.
No stabilising factor.
I am just drifting in this big sea.
[Jay Rawks`]
at 10:24 PM
You know who you are.
Don't shed crocodile tears in front of me.
I don't buy that.
[Jay Rawks`]
at 3:15 AM
Monday, June 13, 2005
really can't stand toilet bowl
not even sitting on it
i just saw the shit in its bowl
it's really nth but crap
i suspect
no
i can see that
the shit is deliberately done is such a way
to show that many ass(es?) have sat on it
either toilet bowl doesn't have enough $ to buy toilet paper
or it can't be bothered with toilet paper
ok...i tink i sound really vulgar
but i m really angry
pissed
i wanna flush u out of my life.
[Jay Rawks`]
at 11:23 PM
Good Luck for the med interview Oiying!!!!
=)))))))
((((((((+
[Jay Rawks`]
at 10:58 PM
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
today is not a good day
in fact...
maybe the next few days will not be good as well
haiz
lindz is busy
tied down by work
and i feel moody because she is not very happy too
haiz...
hope this will pass soon...
[Jay Rawks`]
at 8:41 AM
Saturday, June 04, 2005
and now i know...
i am your
when-u-are-bored-then-u-ask-her-out,
when-u-feel-like-watching-a-movie-then-u-ask-her-out,
when-u-feel-like-talking-to-her-then-u-ask-her-out,
when-she-has-a-problem-you-prefer-to-keep-a-distance,
friend.
[Jay Rawks`]
at 7:39 AM
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
F-O-O-L
i have just spelt out the word, fool.
[Jay Rawks`]
at 8:35 AM
